1 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:16,720 IN HALF 2 00:00:55,360 --> 00:00:56,400 What are you doing? 3 00:00:56,480 --> 00:00:57,600 Changing myself. 4 00:00:57,680 --> 00:00:59,400 - For what? - Just to change. 5 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:10,360 Why did you bring banners? 6 00:01:16,960 --> 00:01:19,240 If you won't talk, I'll leave. 7 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:22,200 You love me. Don't you love it? 8 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:26,560 What? 9 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:29,360 Do you love me? 10 00:01:31,320 --> 00:01:33,720 - Where are you going? - Just answer. 11 00:01:36,080 --> 00:01:37,360 Of course. You are my... 12 00:01:37,440 --> 00:01:41,039 No, without a sentence. Follow the feeling. 13 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:45,400 Where do you feel? 14 00:01:46,680 --> 00:01:50,160 Your love for me. Where do you feel? Is it here? 15 00:01:50,240 --> 00:01:52,400 I don't understand you. 16 00:01:52,479 --> 00:01:53,759 Just respond. 17 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:57,680 Love is felt in the heart. 18 00:01:57,759 --> 00:01:59,880 No, fuck that cliché. 19 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:02,120 Be sincere. 20 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:04,720 I want to know where Niall Kennedy feels. 21 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:06,920 Everywhere. 22 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:08,120 - Everywhere? - �. 23 00:02:08,199 --> 00:02:09,960 Take care of me. 24 00:02:10,840 --> 00:02:12,960 - Describe. - I can't describe it! 25 00:02:13,040 --> 00:02:14,280 Do it, damn it! 26 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:18,880 Your poet laureate, or whoever the fuck won! 27 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:20,440 You express it with words. 28 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:24,920 So explain to me in a clear way, 29 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:27,360 for me to understand. 30 00:02:30,079 --> 00:02:31,079 It's like... 31 00:02:33,720 --> 00:02:34,800 dangerous. 32 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:35,880 Oh, huh? 33 00:02:36,760 --> 00:02:40,880 It's the best and the worst thing at the same time. 34 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,720 It's as if it were It's the only thing I've ever felt. 35 00:02:48,360 --> 00:02:49,600 It seems like I'm... 36 00:02:51,760 --> 00:02:53,240 high on you. 37 00:02:54,880 --> 00:02:57,120 Chemically dependent, I don't know. 38 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:30,160 And how long did you wait? 39 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:33,880 For what? 40 00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,160 To pounce. 41 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:38,600 To take what's mine. 42 00:03:42,800 --> 00:03:44,240 I'm not going to talk about that. 43 00:04:00,920 --> 00:04:02,960 - Ready? - I'm coming. 44 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:12,760 Let's go. First question? 45 00:04:12,840 --> 00:04:13,880 THE SUNRISE 46 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:14,920 The lady. 47 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:18,600 Niall, your book was acclaimed like a modern masterpiece. 48 00:04:18,680 --> 00:04:20,760 How did you manage to portray it so well? 49 00:04:20,839 --> 00:04:22,760 male violence? 50 00:04:22,840 --> 00:04:24,800 A good author never reveals sources. 51 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:26,160 Then you can reveal it. 52 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:33,840 Sorry, it won't work... compadre. 53 00:04:37,440 --> 00:04:39,440 The book is based on his brother, 54 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:42,560 who got involved in two serious cases of aggression 55 00:04:42,640 --> 00:04:43,560 in this country. 56 00:04:43,640 --> 00:04:46,480 The last one almost took Benjamin Thomson is dead. 57 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:48,920 My book doesn't have nothing to do with it. 58 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:50,760 My brother served as a study, 59 00:04:50,840 --> 00:04:53,000 but remember that it is fiction. 60 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:54,680 It's not a biography, 61 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:56,920 what would be more easy to write. 62 00:04:57,000 --> 00:05:00,280 But he has a violent character called Cosmo 63 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:02,080 that, despite what he does, 64 00:05:02,160 --> 00:05:05,120 is considered a victim of your own lack of control. 65 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:07,720 I was trying justify his actions? 66 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:08,960 No way. 67 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:11,840 Let's pass the microphone along. 68 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:15,320 Relax there. It's locked. 69 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:20,240 He can talk. 70 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:22,680 Following the previous question... 71 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:25,800 You're a little defensive today, 72 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:29,160 but, with the repercussions of his brother's condemnation, 73 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:31,320 I already imagined the comparisons. 74 00:05:31,400 --> 00:05:32,960 Yes, but what about the dialogues, 75 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:34,880 the characters, mental health? 76 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:36,000 They didn't come from him. 77 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:37,560 I apologize. 78 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:39,960 We want to know the man behind the story. 79 00:05:40,040 --> 00:05:42,320 It is me! I am that man. 80 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:43,640 I understand, but... 81 00:05:43,720 --> 00:05:46,200 Does anyone here have questions about me? 82 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:52,480 Are you serious? 83 00:05:54,280 --> 00:05:55,880 And are they journalists? 84 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:02,160 In the last 20 minutes, 85 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:04,920 just ask questions related to the author 86 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:07,320 and the process of writing the novel. 87 00:06:09,080 --> 00:06:10,760 Does anyone want to ask... 88 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:13,440 about this? 89 00:06:19,038 --> 00:06:21,038 ADAPTATION | REVIEW | SYNCHRONY: EMAIL | loschulosteam@gmail.com 90 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:22,280 AUTHOR D� PITI 91 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:25,600 Oh, man! This is hilarious! 92 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:29,760 Damn! Where was your head? 93 00:06:29,840 --> 00:06:32,000 Damn! Look at this part. 94 00:06:32,080 --> 00:06:34,240 "When asking questions to the author, 95 00:06:34,320 --> 00:06:35,680 silence reigned. 96 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:38,880 A reporter ended raising your hand, 97 00:06:38,960 --> 00:06:41,280 but just asked where the bathroom was." 98 00:06:42,240 --> 00:06:45,040 This is too good! 99 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:47,440 I'm leaving now. 100 00:06:47,520 --> 00:06:49,800 Stop it, you frown. 101 00:06:49,880 --> 00:06:51,880 Come on! I'm in prison. 102 00:06:52,800 --> 00:06:54,840 I need to cheer myself up the way it works. 103 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:57,520 It's not to like it so much. 104 00:06:57,600 --> 00:06:59,280 Screw this! What do you care? 105 00:06:59,360 --> 00:07:00,360 It's because... 106 00:07:01,960 --> 00:07:03,200 They just want to know about you. 107 00:07:03,280 --> 00:07:04,320 Of course, Bambi, 108 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:06,080 I am the protagonist of the relationship. 109 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:07,520 When will you call? 110 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:09,160 You are the supporting character 111 00:07:09,240 --> 00:07:11,040 or the guy who brings me lunch. 112 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:17,320 Look, I understand. 113 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:20,200 I am imposing, even though I'm here. 114 00:07:20,280 --> 00:07:23,080 But if you can't handle the questions, 115 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:25,280 Why did you base the book on me? 116 00:07:25,360 --> 00:07:26,360 Because I felt... 117 00:07:29,440 --> 00:07:30,440 I don't know... 118 00:07:32,159 --> 00:07:33,680 something. 119 00:07:33,760 --> 00:07:34,840 Blame? 120 00:07:40,840 --> 00:07:42,400 Why did you say that? 121 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:44,480 Because of Mona. 122 00:07:47,600 --> 00:07:48,600 How is it? 123 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:52,960 Didn't watch her properly and let that kid Benji attack. 124 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:55,560 Oh, yeah! No, it's just... 125 00:07:56,480 --> 00:07:58,200 I couldn't stick to it. 126 00:08:00,640 --> 00:08:02,560 She still denies 127 00:08:02,640 --> 00:08:04,040 who had sex with him. 128 00:08:04,920 --> 00:08:06,800 - Since when? - I don't know. 129 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:08,160 A week ago. 130 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:10,520 Did she visit you? 131 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:15,160 Yes, first time in three years. I brought little Baird. 132 00:08:15,240 --> 00:08:16,480 I love that kid. 133 00:08:16,560 --> 00:08:17,480 Did you bring Baird? 134 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:19,560 �, the miracle child. 135 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:21,480 It's already three years old. Craziness! 136 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:24,240 Can you believe it? We are both parents. 137 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:27,840 I know you hardly see your child, but look at us. 138 00:08:27,920 --> 00:08:30,000 Two fucking daddies! 139 00:08:31,480 --> 00:08:33,280 I thought there were rules. 140 00:08:33,360 --> 00:08:35,080 - You couldn't see him. - �. 141 00:08:35,159 --> 00:08:36,960 But she changed her mind. 142 00:08:37,039 --> 00:08:38,240 Seriously... 143 00:08:39,039 --> 00:08:42,000 It's the biggest motivation so I can stay in line 144 00:08:42,080 --> 00:08:44,240 and leave before him understand things. 145 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:47,280 But that was out of the blue. Why did she come? 146 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:48,920 Wasn't she dating? 147 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,520 The relationship ended. 148 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:52,280 Why did it end? 149 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:54,640 She called my name during sex. 150 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:57,400 I don't know, but I guess that's why. 151 00:08:58,520 --> 00:09:00,000 But, like... 152 00:09:00,080 --> 00:09:01,720 Did she say what she wants? 153 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:04,640 No, But there was something bothering her. 154 00:09:04,720 --> 00:09:06,200 I don't know what. 155 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:08,440 Didn't you make her talk? 156 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:09,520 No. 157 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:12,400 But I will do it. 158 00:09:16,440 --> 00:09:17,440 I am going to do. 159 00:09:30,040 --> 00:09:32,240 It's been four years, Mona. 160 00:09:32,320 --> 00:09:33,920 I don't understand. Why now? 161 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:35,600 I'm lonely as hell. 162 00:09:35,680 --> 00:09:37,560 Baird spends the day at daycare, 163 00:09:37,640 --> 00:09:40,320 Luke left me, and I miss him a lot. 164 00:09:40,400 --> 00:09:41,520 Then resume. 165 00:09:41,600 --> 00:09:43,440 It's Ruben that I miss. 166 00:09:43,520 --> 00:09:45,840 No. We've already talked about this. 167 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:47,880 There's no fixing it. Get on with your life. 168 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:49,880 After what we did, it can't be. 169 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:52,520 The secret will eat away at you. 170 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:56,040 It won't, if I tell him and start over from scratch. 171 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:57,720 He's going to kill us. 172 00:09:57,800 --> 00:09:59,800 - It will kill you. - What's up? 173 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:02,480 Will relate through prison glass? 174 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:04,160 He didn't think it through. 175 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:05,880 Drop it. 176 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:07,480 Stay away, you scumbag! 177 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:11,400 Mona. 178 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:14,040 You are not reasoning. 179 00:10:14,120 --> 00:10:17,040 It wasn't great to separate things? 180 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:19,440 One day the bill arrives. 181 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:21,560 You get something out of your head 182 00:10:21,640 --> 00:10:22,720 and leave it in the soul. 183 00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:25,400 This is ridiculous. He's just thinking about you. 184 00:10:25,480 --> 00:10:27,880 No, it also involves Baird. 185 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:29,160 He is growing 186 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,520 and need of a male example. 187 00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:32,880 I can be that. 188 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:34,960 Which part didn't you hear? 189 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:39,520 Ruben wants to be in his life, 190 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:41,400 and now I have accepted it. 191 00:10:41,480 --> 00:10:42,880 I don't want to see the poor guy 192 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:45,080 raise the boy thinking it's his. 193 00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:47,880 The boy is his son. 194 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:49,720 No, no. It's yours. 195 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:52,640 Quiet. Don't even dare say that. 196 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:54,360 Go get that in your head 197 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:56,360 and end up releasing this shit 198 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:58,280 when you fill your face. 199 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:01,840 How did I screw up for you? 200 00:11:02,560 --> 00:11:05,400 A little man disgusting and despicable. 201 00:11:07,960 --> 00:11:09,440 Get a grip, okay? 202 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:14,200 Get back with Luke, stop drinking and become an example for your son. 203 00:11:15,240 --> 00:11:17,120 Don't make me come back here. 204 00:11:38,840 --> 00:11:41,120 CALL FROM MOTHER 205 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:45,640 REFUSE 206 00:12:06,800 --> 00:12:08,840 Look at her. 207 00:12:10,640 --> 00:12:12,320 - Hey darling. - Hi, Butch. 208 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:13,760 You are missing. 209 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:15,520 I've been working a lot. 210 00:12:16,600 --> 00:12:17,880 This is not the time for that. 211 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:24,200 Did you bring anything magical? 212 00:12:24,280 --> 00:12:27,240 Not today. I want a peaceful night. 213 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:29,360 Here? 214 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:31,920 Impossible. 215 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:36,000 Let's see if it holds up. 216 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:03,600 � Butch, wait a minute. 217 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:36,760 MESSAGE FROM MOTHER 218 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:38,720 WHERE ARE YOU? IT'S HAPPENING 219 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:39,800 Oh, shit! 220 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:04,920 Where were you? 221 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:06,520 Sorry. I came running. 222 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:08,800 I can't take it... 223 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:19,040 - So she... - Almost. 224 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:10,640 I'm sorry, mom. 225 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:15,160 It was already a nightmare. 226 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:20,000 It was good, you two share an ambulance. 227 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:24,240 My help for saturated health system. 228 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:27,880 And now? 229 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:31,440 We got the death certificate, 230 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,960 the funeral home comes to pick her up 231 00:15:34,040 --> 00:15:35,920 and fill with preservative. 232 00:15:37,440 --> 00:15:39,480 It must be like basting a chicken. 233 00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:44,200 - Did you tell Ruben? - No. 234 00:15:45,160 --> 00:15:47,000 You will tell. 235 00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:50,680 And don't even think about not going to the funeral. 236 00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:54,520 The prison must release him, and you have to give support. 237 00:15:56,600 --> 00:16:00,680 And for God's sake, do some exams. 238 00:16:00,760 --> 00:16:04,360 Must have caught some virus in these dens he frequents. 239 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:06,800 Okay, mom. 240 00:16:12,800 --> 00:16:15,560 PERSONAL DATA SEXUAL HEALTH HISTORY 241 00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:20,000 SEXUAL HEALTH CLINIC 242 00:16:23,320 --> 00:16:26,440 HAD UNPROTECTED SEX WITH: 243 00:16:26,520 --> 00:16:30,040 MEN - WOMEN - BOTH 244 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:34,080 WOMEN 245 00:16:40,680 --> 00:16:42,320 MEN 246 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:59,560 WOMEN 247 00:17:04,079 --> 00:17:05,800 Come with me, Mr. Kennedy. 248 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:28,200 Here. Thanks. 249 00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,760 Listen, the guy in the other room 250 00:17:31,440 --> 00:17:33,200 Is his name Albert? 251 00:17:33,280 --> 00:17:35,120 That's right. Why? 252 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:36,320 It's that... 253 00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:38,720 I know him. 254 00:17:39,720 --> 00:17:41,120 We lived together in college. 255 00:17:41,200 --> 00:17:43,320 Wow! Small world. 256 00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:44,520 Yeah. 257 00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:48,280 You can sit down. 258 00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:07,600 Just turn left. 259 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:12,080 This guy said he knows you. 260 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,640 - When did he come? - It's out now. 261 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,160 Niall! 262 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:29,200 Alby. 263 00:18:31,040 --> 00:18:32,880 - What a surprise! - I know you saw me. 264 00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:42,400 Why do you work here? Hadn't you done Philosophy? 265 00:18:42,480 --> 00:18:43,480 I did. 266 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:47,560 I went back to studying to make up for lost time. 267 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:50,440 Nursing is my fourth degree. 268 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:52,120 I'm a bit of an adventurer. 269 00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:55,800 Are you... 270 00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:58,120 well. 271 00:18:58,200 --> 00:19:01,680 Some facial reconstructions since our last contact. 272 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:04,760 I'm still more Picasso 273 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:07,000 than Da Vinci, but almost there. 274 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:12,000 I heard about the book. It's exciting. 275 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:14,200 Oh, yeah. 276 00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:17,640 I can't say even from your record. 277 00:19:17,720 --> 00:19:19,840 Isn't it confidential? 278 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:22,200 I took a look. It went badly. 279 00:19:24,600 --> 00:19:25,600 "Women". 280 00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:28,360 Really, Niall? Women? 281 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,800 I lied. Sorry. 282 00:19:31,880 --> 00:19:33,280 I felt exposed. 283 00:19:33,360 --> 00:19:34,920 You don't change, do you? 284 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:37,360 I know. It's tragic. 285 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:40,040 The good thing is... 286 00:19:40,120 --> 00:19:41,400 we can help. 287 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:47,120 We also offer support 288 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,600 who participates of chemsex parties, 289 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:51,560 if you are interested. 290 00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:54,800 Why do you think I need it? 291 00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:56,000 You can see. 292 00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:58,280 After all, I've been there. 293 00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:02,840 It's difficult to get out of this hole. You can believe it. 294 00:20:09,280 --> 00:20:11,000 It was good to see you, old friend. 295 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,840 Look at him, Fucking rotten Edgar Allan. 296 00:21:02,200 --> 00:21:05,320 Damn, you can't even imagine like it was here yesterday. 297 00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:06,480 Infernal heat. 298 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:08,080 The only day of the year 299 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:10,480 where the sun shows its faces, 300 00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:12,680 and he makes ours cell a sauna. 301 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:15,280 Seriously, I was melting. 302 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:17,560 I went to take a shit, and my balls 303 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:19,080 they dived into the water. 304 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:20,440 Maura died. 305 00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:43,680 Was it quick? 306 00:21:44,480 --> 00:21:45,480 What? 307 00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:46,920 Her death. 308 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:50,480 No, she was diagnosed about 20 years ago. 309 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,920 But did she die a peaceful death? 310 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,720 Quiet, yes. 311 00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:59,640 Taking into account the latest years of considerable decline. 312 00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:01,280 - Just say yes. - Yes. 313 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,440 You were 314 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,120 with her at the time of death? 315 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:13,600 No. 316 00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:16,560 In the waiting room. 317 00:22:16,640 --> 00:22:18,640 I felt sick when I saw her in the house, 318 00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:19,760 so I walked away. 319 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:21,440 You didn't vomit, did you? 320 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:22,840 You always vomit. 321 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:26,200 I kind of threw up. 322 00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:28,080 You didn't throw up on her, did you? 323 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:30,600 - Well... - Did you vomit on my dying mother? 324 00:22:32,800 --> 00:22:34,440 �, looking at it that way. 325 00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:39,800 It wasn't how I imagined it. 326 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:48,480 The broken one. 327 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:52,760 Who? 328 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:53,880 Benji. 329 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:58,440 - He stole from me these years. - Don't go into that. 330 00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:00,520 He learned to free himself from anger. 331 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:01,600 But she came back. 332 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:03,960 No. Do as you were taught. 333 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:05,120 It's the grief talking. 334 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:07,560 You're leaning on emotion... 335 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:10,560 Fuck! Don't analyze me, asshole! 336 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,400 You don't know what I feel. 337 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,000 I know a little. My father also died. 338 00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:16,080 Go to shit! 339 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,520 At least he could say goodbye. 340 00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:22,160 Imagine not being able to be there because some kid took it from you. 341 00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:23,600 It would be horrible. 342 00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:25,000 Exactly! 343 00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:27,840 Think about it before you speak of my emotions! 344 00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:32,640 And tell damn Benji, wherever he is, 345 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:35,040 I'll find him when I leave 346 00:23:35,120 --> 00:23:37,240 and finish what I started. 347 00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:39,000 I'm not going to do that. 348 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:42,360 Yes, damn it! Go do it, Niall Kennedy! 349 00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:45,280 Did you understand? I have you in my hand! 350 00:23:45,360 --> 00:23:46,440 Don't forget! 351 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:48,560 You will do it! 352 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:51,120 He heard? You won't tell me "no"! 353 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:52,120 You shit! 354 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,520 You will do it! Did you understand? 355 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,040 You're an asshole! 356 00:23:56,120 --> 00:23:58,160 You asshole! Go do it! 357 00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,680 You won't tell me "no"! 358 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:02,320 Did you hear, you piece of shit? 359 00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:04,120 Go do it! 360 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:16,400 Niall Kennedy? 361 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:22,880 Come with me. 362 00:24:28,600 --> 00:24:32,120 Sorry. I didn't know that you would attend to me. 363 00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:35,240 I thought that with me here, 364 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:38,480 would you count on more sincerity in what you have done. 365 00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:48,320 Fill that in. 366 00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:09,640 It's already taken half of Glasgow. 367 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:13,960 Beauty. 368 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:15,800 It's cool. 369 00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:20,040 Do you want the bad news or the good news? 370 00:25:20,120 --> 00:25:21,440 The bad one. 371 00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:22,800 Classic. 372 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:28,600 The bad thing is that you has syphilis and chlamydia. 373 00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:31,600 The good thing is that there is a cure. 374 00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:34,400 You will take antibiotics. 375 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,880 Add up in three to six weeks. Facinho. 376 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:40,560 Thanks. 377 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,400 Can I help with anything else? 378 00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:49,680 He can. 379 00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,120 When do you leave work? 380 00:25:57,240 --> 00:25:58,480 In ten minutes. 381 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:01,960 Could it be... 382 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:05,800 Do you want to go drinking? 383 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:11,600 With a track record sexual vastness like this, 384 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:14,000 Can you refuse? 385 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,080 - Did he start screaming? - �. 386 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,920 It was scary. He said he was going to kill the guy. 387 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,560 And Benji slept even with his wife? 388 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:30,080 I think so. 389 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:32,360 This one is brave. 390 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:37,040 Do they have a son? Ruben and this Mona. 391 00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:39,800 Yes. 392 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:41,920 Could it be Benji's? 393 00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,920 Ruben had problem having a child. 394 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:49,320 He must be suspicious, right? 395 00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:50,720 I don't know. 396 00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:54,360 Even if you thought, You shouldn't even care about that. 397 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:58,400 He always wanted a son. This speaks louder than reason. 398 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,040 Did you tell him you're gay? 399 00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:05,120 I'm bi. 400 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:06,760 Did you tell him you're bi? 401 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:08,040 No. 402 00:27:08,120 --> 00:27:09,640 Did you tell anyone? 403 00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:10,600 Not for real. 404 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:11,960 Did you tell yourself? 405 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:18,520 No. 406 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:21,160 Oh, Niall... 407 00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:24,640 I had so much hope in you. 408 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:31,920 It has truly opened up to the point to feel something for a man? 409 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:38,360 Just once. 410 00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:41,600 What was he like? 411 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:43,600 He was... 412 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:46,600 Great. 413 00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:51,400 Very incredible. 414 00:27:56,400 --> 00:27:57,720 I'm talking about you. 415 00:27:57,800 --> 00:27:58,800 I imagined. 416 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:05,840 Could it be... 417 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:08,800 you agree... 418 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:13,840 Can we get to know each other again? 419 00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:18,320 You can think if you want. 420 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,560 You must rather slap me, but... 421 00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:23,800 I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't... 422 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:28,880 How about Friday? 423 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:33,240 Of course. 424 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:35,200 See you later, then. 425 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:39,080 And behaves. 426 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,840 I don't want to know of you in those places. 427 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:51,760 One, please. 428 00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:04,040 And are you into him? 429 00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:06,720 I think I am. 430 00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:10,240 It could turn into something more, you know? 431 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,480 That's great. 432 00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:15,960 I'm happy for you. 433 00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:23,560 Butch. 434 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:26,840 What's his deal? 435 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:29,200 People like to see. 436 00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:31,560 You should already know. 437 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:33,560 But he's not even touching himself, 438 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,200 He's just looking. 439 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,680 T�. Give me a minute. 440 00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,000 It's true. 441 00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:51,080 He's weird. 442 00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:54,080 Will I speak? 443 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,280 What do you say? 444 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:57,080 "Why aren't you touching yourself?" 445 00:29:57,160 --> 00:29:59,480 There you are asking to be criticized. 446 00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:02,000 I can't continue with him staring. 447 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:05,040 His face doesn't even move. 448 00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,160 Just ignore it, darling. 449 00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:10,600 The drug is about to hit, and you won't care about anything. 450 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,240 I'll talk to him. 451 00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:19,360 Can I help you, man? 452 00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:20,440 He can. 453 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,680 Do I already know you? 454 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:27,480 I hope not. 455 00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:10,480 It doesn't heat up. 456 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:12,280 I'm the best lawyer. 457 00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:16,280 Just remember to blink, for the love of God. 458 00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:21,200 Gentlemen, this place It is a well-known sex club. 459 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:24,880 So what are you doing here? 460 00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,840 In fact, it's a nudist spa. 461 00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,440 Appear with that kind of uniform 462 00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:33,040 confuses people. 463 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:37,040 Blow hard. 464 00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:50,600 I'll be right back. 465 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:55,280 It's not helping. Go, see you later. 466 00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:58,880 I won't let you die in a homophobic institution 467 00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:00,920 where you will be subject to everything. 468 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:03,280 It was just an accident, not murder. 469 00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:05,160 It's not Chechnya. Go. 470 00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,000 Or they'll arrest us both. 471 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:09,720 Nothing happened. 472 00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:12,520 You have to do a blood test. 473 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:15,960 No, I took a wrong turn. That was it. 474 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:18,920 I'm sorry, but you have to go to the police station. 475 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:22,880 Before that, I will talk to my client. 476 00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,600 Calm. I'll meet you there. 477 00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:30,800 If you have something, hide it under the bag. 478 00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:33,120 Can't search all for something like this. 479 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:36,280 I'll see you there. 480 00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:37,800 Will you drive? 481 00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:15,600 Fortunately! 482 00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:18,000 I have a funeral today far from here. 483 00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:20,200 - Oh, huh? - It's from my mother's friend. 484 00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:23,000 But they were very close. 485 00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:25,080 There's a way of apologizing. 486 00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:27,120 Then accuse me now! 487 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:28,920 I was crazy! Write it down! 488 00:34:02,720 --> 00:34:06,440 The test was positive for meth and crack. 489 00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:11,120 I didn't know about the second one. 490 00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:18,120 Can you explain why you decided driving under the influence of drugs? 491 00:34:18,199 --> 00:34:19,199 Look... 492 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:24,159 My client may have been drugged, then make the accusation, 493 00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,280 and we will fight until the end. 494 00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:29,320 Your client admitted blame it on a guard. 495 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:32,800 I understood. Did you admit it? 496 00:34:34,440 --> 00:34:36,080 You don't help yourself, do you? 497 00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:40,520 Niall Brandon Kennedy, 498 00:34:40,600 --> 00:34:44,000 is being accused of driving under the influence of drugs. 499 00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:46,239 You are not obliged to speak. 500 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:47,960 -Brandon? - But it can harm you 501 00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:51,159 if you omit something now and then use it in court. 502 00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:53,520 He will be released on bail, 503 00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:55,520 under conditions to be explained. 504 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,640 EDITOR 505 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:21,120 It's never easy to say goodbye, 506 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:24,960 but what comforts us is to know that, 507 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:27,200 even though it's the end of the earthly journey, 508 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:31,040 her soul found peace 509 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,960 in the arms of our Merciful God. 510 00:35:35,040 --> 00:35:38,080 Maura was a proud woman. 511 00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:41,680 - Not in terms of vanity. - License. Forgiveness. 512 00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:42,760 Or ostentation. 513 00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:43,840 License. 514 00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:47,720 But in the unshakable and serene way 515 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:50,200 of someone who lived with purpose 516 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:52,400 and principles. 517 00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:57,280 Sorry for the delay. 518 00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:58,680 You are a disgrace. 519 00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:01,160 ...that didn't demand attention. 520 00:36:01,240 --> 00:36:03,080 She was a kind woman, 521 00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:06,320 not only in words, but also in actions. 522 00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:10,480 Whether it was helping a neighbor or a friend... 523 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:26,600 Now, her beloved son, Ruben Pallister, 524 00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:28,280 will say a few words. 525 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,600 Thank you to everyone who came. Are you listening in the background? 526 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:52,840 You know, I... 527 00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:57,080 I tried so hard to put it into words 528 00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:00,160 what my mother was to me, 529 00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:02,960 and that was the best I could do. 530 00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:06,680 One side of the sheet. 531 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:12,040 I don't know what I am feeling now. 532 00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:18,360 I feel a lot of guilt, a lot of anger and a lot of remorse. 533 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:22,440 The thing I feel least now 534 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,600 It's sadness. 535 00:37:31,240 --> 00:37:32,480 It's funny. 536 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:38,600 Even though I'm waiting for this to happen for more than ten years, 537 00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:40,560 we are never prepared. 538 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:43,160 When they call me in prison, 539 00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:46,040 I think it's her. 540 00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:50,280 "Just kidding. I'm still alive." 541 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:53,680 And she didn't even play much. 542 00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:01,240 Sometimes I keep thinking 543 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:02,760 that death is not so much 544 00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:06,080 miss the person, but... 545 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:10,240 yes of the relationship that they could have had. 546 00:38:11,400 --> 00:38:15,400 My relationship with my mother could have been special 547 00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:17,920 If I had... 548 00:38:19,920 --> 00:38:20,920 I tried hard. 549 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:28,160 There was a period... 550 00:38:28,240 --> 00:38:30,640 of my life I found 551 00:38:30,720 --> 00:38:33,200 that everything would be right between us. 552 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:36,960 I passed a test 553 00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:39,440 at school and... 554 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:43,800 She gave a smile like... 555 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:49,520 as if he were smiling with his eyes and the mouth for the first time. 556 00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:54,760 Her face lit up completely. 557 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:56,280 I don't know. Sorry. 558 00:38:57,200 --> 00:38:58,920 I digress. 559 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:03,600 I saw relief. 560 00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:07,200 I saw pride. 561 00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:13,560 I just cheated on the test. 562 00:39:15,280 --> 00:39:17,000 She found out, and her face 563 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:21,040 returned to the way it was before. 564 00:39:22,080 --> 00:39:24,840 Smile with your mouth, not with the eyes, 565 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:25,960 heavy countenance. 566 00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:29,720 When she visited me in prison, 567 00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:32,560 I barely recognized her. 568 00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:37,960 I made a lot of mistakes in my life. 569 00:39:40,880 --> 00:39:42,200 He spent 17 years in prison. 570 00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,000 A third of life in a cell, 571 00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:51,520 instead of being living with my mother. 572 00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:03,960 I promised her, 573 00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:07,000 the first time I was released, 574 00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,520 that I wouldn't go back there 575 00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:11,080 as long as she lived. 576 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:15,640 I broke that promise, 577 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:19,480 and she soon died. 578 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:27,760 I'm sorry, mom... 579 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:32,440 for just now 580 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:34,800 hear me admit my mistakes. 581 00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,520 And I'm sorry for what I put you through. 582 00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:45,840 Look, 583 00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:48,280 It's strange, 584 00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:52,240 but it relieves me cancer took you, 585 00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,320 instead of dying because of me. 586 00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:00,880 Rest in peace, mom. 587 00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:05,600 Until the next life... 588 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:09,840 in which I will do everything 589 00:41:11,720 --> 00:41:12,920 to make up for this. 590 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:34,800 All good? 591 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:36,120 Hi, kid. 592 00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,440 Angry? 593 00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:47,360 If I was mad? 594 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:49,680 You don't even know what that is. 595 00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:51,080 I'm furious. 596 00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:54,360 Let's detail what did you do this afternoon. 597 00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:57,720 It arrived late, sweating like a pedophile, 598 00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:00,360 and stayed in the bathroom sniffing coke. 599 00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:01,520 Sorry, mom. 600 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:02,760 Admit it now. 601 00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:05,240 You wanted to ruin the funeral. 602 00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:07,360 - I didn't want to. - It seems so! 603 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:10,840 He never got along with her. It was his way of getting revenge. 604 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,840 I swear not. I just... 605 00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:18,360 Will you excuse me? 606 00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:19,760 It won't... 607 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:27,000 What are you doing? 608 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:29,800 Giving my support. 609 00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:33,520 The best way to support It's getting pretty far away. 610 00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:34,680 Spare me! 611 00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:37,000 Only you to be selfish at a funeral. 612 00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:38,240 I told you that... 613 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:44,400 Come here. 614 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:48,720 You did your part, very cool, 615 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,000 but now he walks away. 616 00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:51,880 - Why? - It's going to hurt him. 617 00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:53,720 Like you, who only does harm? 618 00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:56,240 I visited it all week for four years. 619 00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:57,880 I didn't mess with a cool guy 620 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:00,200 and I came back for not being able to bear loneliness. 621 00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:02,000 - You're rubbish. - I'm not. 622 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:04,680 I did more than you in all of this. 623 00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:06,040 I honored him in the book, 624 00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:08,720 I changed the narrative of the beating he gave. 625 00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:12,160 It all pays off a damn horrible fuck. 626 00:43:12,240 --> 00:43:13,280 Four years. 627 00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:14,600 I gave myself this deadline. 628 00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:16,560 If I still felt guilty, 629 00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:18,280 I would have to find a way. 630 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,160 Do you know what way it can be? Kill yourself. 631 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:23,360 He's really going to kill you. 632 00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:30,000 You know what stops me 633 00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:31,240 to tell him? 634 00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:35,240 Don't be afraid how he will react 635 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:36,720 or hurt him. 636 00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:40,560 I never really know 637 00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:43,840 if I want to tell for him just to screw you. 638 00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:47,520 So he knows the traitorous worm that you are. 639 00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:51,840 Tell me what? 640 00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,760 Oh, I thought I was Downstairs with Baird. 641 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,200 Since when have you been there? 642 00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:09,040 Enough. 643 00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:20,400 Where's the guard? 644 00:44:20,480 --> 00:44:23,000 In my pocket. That's where he is. 645 00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:26,040 You need to stay with him. 646 00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:27,120 Shut up. 647 00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:40,520 There's something going on and I need to know what it is. 648 00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:44,040 There's nothing. 649 00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:48,040 Mona was already leaving. 650 00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:51,040 It won't, no. 651 00:44:57,680 --> 00:44:59,040 Not until they explain. 652 00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:03,720 What? 653 00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:06,440 The whispers, the hidden conversation. 654 00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:10,520 I thought they didn't talk to each other. 655 00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:14,800 Now they are discussing very intimately. 656 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:17,480 So what is it? 657 00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:25,640 What is it? 658 00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:41,680 I'll give it ten seconds... 659 00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:45,080 to explain. 660 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:51,600 What is so important 661 00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,160 to go out from my mother's funeral 662 00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:58,040 and come up here to talk away from me? 663 00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:05,840 What is it? 664 00:46:12,240 --> 00:46:13,400 You bastards. 665 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:20,240 We can tell you if you want. 666 00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:23,040 - Listen... - Five, four... 667 00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:24,840 - No. - Ruben, listen to me. 668 00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:27,040 - Three... - Ruben! 669 00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:33,040 Hadn't you gone to take a piss? 670 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:36,720 He had. 671 00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:39,520 But I kept talking. 672 00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:41,840 You can't do that. 673 00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:44,320 I almost reported you. Let's go. 674 00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:48,640 - He comes. - This isn't over. 675 00:46:48,720 --> 00:46:50,400 I know when they hide something! 676 00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:53,000 - He comes! - I know when you lie, you rat. 677 00:46:53,080 --> 00:46:54,800 It's my mother's funeral! 678 00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:57,800 You fucking liars! 679 00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:05,640 I'm going to walk away, okay? 680 00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:08,080 I swear. 681 00:47:38,240 --> 00:47:39,400 Take it. 682 00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:42,600 Medicines and some pamphlets. 683 00:47:46,960 --> 00:47:48,400 Good for rolling one up. 684 00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:55,360 Joke. I'll read it. 685 00:47:58,920 --> 00:47:59,920 What happened? 686 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,080 I was arrested and charged today. 687 00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:06,680 I crashed the car near Bellona. 688 00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:07,920 Wow, Niall! 689 00:48:08,880 --> 00:48:09,920 Meth? 690 00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:12,760 �. 691 00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:15,560 And my agent called. 692 00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:17,760 Someone photographed me there 693 00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:21,000 and The Sun will publish it. 694 00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:24,680 They will mention the parked car 695 00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:27,560 and where I was. 696 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:32,320 Everyone will know. 697 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:34,120 Oh, Niall... 698 00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:39,040 It is loading too heavy a burden. 699 00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:42,720 Don't you think it is the universe making you act? 700 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:46,080 I don't believe that. 701 00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:47,120 I believe. 702 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,040 An article in a newspaper 703 00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:53,600 How do you want to come out of the closet? 704 00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:58,120 What are you so afraid of? 705 00:48:58,200 --> 00:48:59,960 What people will think. 706 00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:05,000 The people who matter to you Don't you already know? 707 00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:07,680 Except Ruben. 708 00:49:09,520 --> 00:49:10,920 Why don't you tell me soon? 709 00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:12,120 I can't. 710 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:15,520 I don't... 711 00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:18,160 I can't. 712 00:49:18,240 --> 00:49:19,440 It achieves. 713 00:49:21,640 --> 00:49:24,920 It may be unpleasant at first, 714 00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:25,960 but, believe me, 715 00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:28,360 will find a strength in you 716 00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:29,880 that I never imagined I had. 717 00:49:31,240 --> 00:49:34,760 Take it as a chance to come out to the world. 718 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,880 Or will you leave an imbecile journalist 719 00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:39,480 tell your story? 720 00:49:40,240 --> 00:49:41,520 Sincerely, 721 00:49:41,600 --> 00:49:43,160 with your books, 722 00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:45,880 It's good to avoid more bad writing attached to you. 723 00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:47,320 He is going to screw it up! 724 00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:54,600 Okay, so... 725 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:58,760 Go to prison tomorrow, take a good look at him 726 00:49:58,840 --> 00:50:01,080 and says, "That's me." 727 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:07,040 Or is he not a man to admit it? Who draws faces? 728 00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:14,320 Do you want tea? 729 00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:52,840 I thought you would disappear. 730 00:50:58,280 --> 00:51:00,320 The last time I scared you, 731 00:51:01,360 --> 00:51:02,720 it was ten years away. 732 00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:05,960 It's true. 733 00:51:08,760 --> 00:51:11,960 Will you tell me What happened between you? 734 00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:13,960 Nothing. 735 00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:16,480 Nothing, damn it! 736 00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:17,560 Listen, Ruben... 737 00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:18,800 I know something happened. 738 00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:19,880 I'm gay. 739 00:51:23,720 --> 00:51:25,200 Well, I'm bi, but... 740 00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:29,520 It's more direct to say "gay". 741 00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:34,520 Are you bi? 742 00:51:34,600 --> 00:51:35,640 That's right. 743 00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:38,600 That's why I argued with Mona. 744 00:51:38,680 --> 00:51:42,120 She wanted to tell you to get revenge for me ratting out Benji. 745 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:48,880 Are you bi? 746 00:51:50,240 --> 00:51:53,240 - I am. - You? Bi? 747 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:54,320 I don't... 748 00:51:55,480 --> 00:51:57,120 It's gay. Sorry. 749 00:51:57,200 --> 00:51:58,400 I will correct it. 750 00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:01,280 I'm gay. 751 00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:02,320 Are you gay? 752 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:03,400 I'm gay. 753 00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:21,320 Aren't you surprised? 754 00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:23,760 I am, for you to admit. 755 00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:28,400 Come on, Bambi! I always suspected. 756 00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:31,360 - Since when? - Since always. 757 00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:35,160 When I found things of Doctor Who in your closet. 758 00:52:37,760 --> 00:52:38,760 So you... 759 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:40,960 Aren't you mad? 760 00:52:41,040 --> 00:52:43,040 Angry? What does it have to do with me? 761 00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:46,080 You never catch Take the insults lightly. 762 00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:47,160 It's just words. 763 00:52:47,240 --> 00:52:48,960 They are not, no. They hurt. 764 00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:50,800 - Only if you let me. - I'll let you! 765 00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:56,080 I leave every single day of my fucking life! 766 00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:02,960 How are you not mad? 767 00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:05,000 I don't feel anything. 768 00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:08,400 You can put it on whoever you want. Why would I call? 769 00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:09,400 We have shoes mothers. 770 00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,560 But lesbians are cool. You always said that. 771 00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:14,000 When I was 17 years old. 772 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:18,400 Our mothers proved that they They didn't have anything cool. 773 00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:24,680 This is your problem. It has nothing to do with me. 774 00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:28,000 It doesn't even come. You always called me a faggot. 775 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:31,280 I also called you ugly and goofy, 776 00:53:31,360 --> 00:53:33,720 but it's not here unsure about this. 777 00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:40,240 Do you know who the homophobe was? 778 00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:41,600 in your life? 779 00:53:44,320 --> 00:53:45,320 More comes. 780 00:53:47,000 --> 00:53:48,000 I'll tell you. 781 00:53:53,800 --> 00:53:54,800 You. 782 00:54:00,240 --> 00:54:01,960 Only you cared, Niall. 783 00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:04,880 - It was always you. - No. 784 00:54:04,960 --> 00:54:06,360 They made fun of me at school. 785 00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:08,720 You can't even imagine the shit they said to me. 786 00:54:08,800 --> 00:54:10,000 And you listened. 787 00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:12,280 If you follow your own pace, 788 00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:14,400 the rest becomes just noise. 789 00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:15,640 It's not that easy. 790 00:54:15,720 --> 00:54:18,760 Yes, Niall. It's easy. 791 00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:26,160 He wasted his life dancing according to other people's music, 792 00:54:26,240 --> 00:54:29,080 but you never had much rhythm. 793 00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,960 But not fucking I'll be seeing you 794 00:54:32,040 --> 00:54:34,480 blame me for your problems. 795 00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:36,960 10% to 15% is only accepted. 796 00:54:48,560 --> 00:54:49,720 So you're not mad? 797 00:54:50,400 --> 00:54:51,400 No. 798 00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:54,080 Proud, 799 00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:56,280 in fact. 800 00:54:59,520 --> 00:55:01,280 The "gay and proud" duo. 801 00:55:09,880 --> 00:55:10,880 Wow, I... 802 00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:17,040 I don't even know what to say. 803 00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,040 No need to say. 804 00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:26,000 Thanks. 805 00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:40,720 Can I tell you something? 806 00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:44,160 Since we opened up. 807 00:55:51,920 --> 00:55:53,040 It's about my father. 808 00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:56,360 T�. 809 00:55:58,440 --> 00:55:59,440 I hated him. 810 00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:02,200 I know. 811 00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:07,200 I hated him for what he did to me. 812 00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:12,840 He would hit you and stuff. 813 00:56:16,920 --> 00:56:19,440 That was the least of it. He knows? 814 00:56:32,800 --> 00:56:34,200 That was the least of it. 815 00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:40,120 Oh my God, Ruben, I'm so sorry. 816 00:56:44,200 --> 00:56:45,560 It destroys you. 817 00:56:46,800 --> 00:56:48,320 He becomes a half man. 818 00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:49,960 No, man. 819 00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:52,040 You are not a half man. 820 00:56:54,040 --> 00:56:56,240 If you are half, imagine me. 821 00:56:56,320 --> 00:56:59,200 A man's room, a shred of man. 822 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:01,120 But I spent my life proving it. 823 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:04,240 Trying to complete myself to the top. 824 00:57:04,320 --> 00:57:06,040 You did it. 825 00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:07,480 Without a doubt. 826 00:57:10,320 --> 00:57:11,320 You know... 827 00:57:13,520 --> 00:57:14,720 my body... 828 00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:19,600 Sometimes he reacted. 829 00:57:26,520 --> 00:57:27,520 I know. 830 00:57:30,440 --> 00:57:33,040 In a way, It was my greatest intimacy. 831 00:57:39,880 --> 00:57:40,960 Too heavy? 832 00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:43,160 No. 833 00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:46,160 You can continue. 834 00:57:50,840 --> 00:57:51,840 You know, I... 835 00:57:56,840 --> 00:58:00,320 I came sometimes. He knows? 836 00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:10,080 It's too heavy. Sorry. 837 00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:12,640 It's too heavy. 838 00:58:19,320 --> 00:58:20,560 Now you despise me? 839 00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:26,400 What? Of course not. 840 00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:28,760 Stop the nonsense. 841 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:30,920 You are my hero. 842 00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,840 But now that I know Where does your armor come from? 843 00:58:38,480 --> 00:58:39,920 I'm very sorry. 844 00:58:40,000 --> 00:58:41,880 There's no reason for that. 845 00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:44,600 He felt he couldn't open up to me. 846 00:58:44,680 --> 00:58:46,640 It was my thing. I'm sorry. 847 00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:48,280 I love you so much, brother. 848 00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:49,400 I love you so much. 849 00:58:49,480 --> 00:58:51,040 I love you so much! 850 00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:52,200 I love you so much. 851 00:58:52,280 --> 00:58:54,360 I love you so much, brother. 852 00:58:54,440 --> 00:58:56,280 I love you so much. 853 00:58:56,360 --> 00:58:57,440 I fucking love it. 854 00:59:06,840 --> 00:59:08,320 Oh, shit! 855 00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:10,920 We are looking two homosexuals. 856 00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:18,440 Holy shit! 857 00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:21,560 Damn... 858 00:59:25,880 --> 00:59:27,480 I'm even lighter. 859 00:59:28,520 --> 00:59:31,680 Do you want to vent anything else? 860 00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:35,520 It's better to say everything now, right? 861 00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:36,920 Yeah. 862 00:59:37,000 --> 00:59:38,560 Send a bullet. 863 00:59:40,640 --> 00:59:41,640 There you go... 864 00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:44,880 Do you know Alby? 865 00:59:45,720 --> 00:59:47,880 The guy I kicked ass. 866 00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:49,000 - �. - What's up? 867 00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:51,560 - I'm with him. - What? 868 00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:52,920 Lie! 869 00:59:55,960 --> 00:59:57,840 - It has a future. - Huh? 870 00:59:57,920 --> 00:59:59,560 How long has it been? 871 01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:01,680 Not a week. 872 01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:03,600 You fucking crazy bastard! 873 01:00:03,680 --> 01:00:04,880 The heart knows, right? 874 01:00:04,960 --> 01:00:06,720 Yes, I think so. 875 01:00:07,480 --> 01:00:08,480 Wait a minute. 876 01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:10,440 Was he going to say this in the kitchen? 877 01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:12,280 - �. - You son of a bitch! 878 01:00:12,360 --> 01:00:15,120 I spent more than ten years in prison because of that. 879 01:00:15,200 --> 01:00:17,600 I was going to shit and walk, you bitch! 880 01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:19,360 You asshole! 881 01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:22,360 I am really sorry. 882 01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:28,440 Now it's your turn. 883 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:33,080 Remember Celeste? 884 01:00:33,160 --> 01:00:35,040 Celeste from my dorm? 885 01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:36,080 - �. - I know. 886 01:00:36,160 --> 01:00:37,920 I fucked her when I got out of prison. 887 01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:39,200 What? Played! 888 01:00:39,280 --> 01:00:40,280 I asked a question. 889 01:00:40,360 --> 01:00:42,880 - And she agreed? - It gnawed to the core. 890 01:00:45,200 --> 01:00:46,800 Didn't she hate you? 891 01:00:46,880 --> 01:00:48,120 For fuck's sake. 892 01:00:48,200 --> 01:00:50,640 The naughty almost broke my pelvis. 893 01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:59,800 Go on, tell me something. 894 01:00:59,880 --> 01:01:00,920 I hated your mother. 895 01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:02,680 I hated yours too. 896 01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:11,480 Remember that your uniform of physical education disappeared? 897 01:01:11,560 --> 01:01:12,720 - I remember. - It was me. 898 01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:14,400 You shit... 899 01:01:16,080 --> 01:01:19,160 I loved watching you slip on the football field 900 01:01:19,240 --> 01:01:21,120 with your horrible shoes. 901 01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:24,200 I looked like a jerk every week. 902 01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:29,760 You idiot! Biggest sucker! 903 01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:41,960 - It's cool. - �. 904 01:01:43,160 --> 01:01:44,440 Is there anything else? 905 01:01:44,520 --> 01:01:46,600 He has. 906 01:01:46,680 --> 01:01:48,680 I had sex with Mona in secret. 907 01:01:55,160 --> 01:01:56,200 Baird is my son. 908 01:02:48,120 --> 01:02:51,720 Look who's trying to resist! 909 01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:34,360 No! 910 01:03:34,440 --> 01:03:36,760 No! 911 01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:50,160 I love you so much, brother! 912 01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:51,920 I love you so much! 913 01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:53,000 He heard? 914 01:06:11,600 --> 01:06:12,600 Shit! 915 01:06:59,920 --> 01:07:01,920 Subtitles: Karina Curi